♡♥Froggy♥♡

i WANT these Miniature gymnastics apparatus....

2011-07-18T00:18:00.002+08:00

arrr... i WANT this!!! i want buy.. but have to go Bukit Jalil to collect it.. :( how how how.. hubby help me... >< i want this so much!!
total RM125 i want it so much!!!!

L.O.V.E

2011-07-02T01:03:00.001+08:00

first day of work

2011-04-14T20:49:00.004+08:00

reach there by 9am,
feel a bit nervous,
some of the students are good but some are so stubborn.
first day only already sore throat.
feet so pain cause no chance sit.
at about 1pm, had my lunch.
ate abit only cause no appetite..
wait until 8.10pm only i go back.
so so so hungry...
mother cooks only tom yam..
so delicious...but eat tom yam with empty stomach isn't good at all!
hopefully nothing happen to my stomach..
once in a while should be fine le~
now i am totally worn out d..
family go shopping also cannot follow..
well, i kinda love this job although i not really know how to read chinese.
most of the homeworks are in chinese.
so my job is to teach the students BM, BI and math.
sometimes i check their chinese words too.
oh ya, the teachers there all very fierce.
and this is awesome!!
although sometimes i feel very pity the students..
abit abit kena yelled.
i dint scold other teacher will come scold..
scary huh?
haha but i will be more fierce tomorrow!!
muahahaha...

2011-04-14T08:28:00.002+08:00

sad Sad SAD..............
who know when i'm sad?
hmph!
T.T
did not have a proper rest a few nights..
and get lots of mosquitoes bite..
wake up early in the morning..
with the sad and sleepy face..
i guess, these few days is not my days huh?

God please Bless me..
i hope i can be real strong this time..

please hold my tears... T.T

what should i do..

2011-03-06T02:59:00.002+08:00

i wish to go oversea study..
but i dont think i can..
financial prob,
my english prob,
and i scare to be alone..
wah really a siao ah..

i want go singapore or australia la...
dowan stay at malaysia..
huhu..
how la..
apply also need pay so much..
what if i apply d i cant get..
waste money nia..
what if apply d but cant get scholarship..
nonit study?
T.T
siao liao..
study at malaysia like waste my university life nia..
hubby study at US sounds like so nice..
can enjoy the 4 seasons..
i also want le..
malaysia so sien and dangerous..

argh... how How HOW....
God please hint me!
what should i do...

半夜写的情绪。。

2011-02-06T02:30:00.003+08:00

我在想着你，
真的很想你，
有点不开心，
是我错了吗？

你最近很忙，
没时间陪我，
但我没怪你，
因为我也忙。

我们这么了？
希望没事啦，
你永远是我，
情爱的老公、

我爱你，丁振良！♥

thankx Big cinema..

2010-12-20T02:21:00.005+08:00

today work n play a lot..

haha thx to big cinema..

get two t-shirt , a notepad, a file n some small notepads..

work also can go play.. haha so fun la..

yesterday pulak get a packet of red packet (no money a la) from the artist.

behind got NTV7 logo a.

bo work also bo so many gifts.. haha

tml off day dint plan do anything coz got piano..

hmm... what should i do le..

now my mood is quite complicated..

thinking a lot stuffs..

but dont know which is important stuff also..

=.=

thinking what should i change..

any suggestion ma?

i have no idea wanna change to how a girl..

or remain unchanged like now so playful?

haha.. i love my attitude (playful)..

anyway, now just wish can faster finish work then steamboat with my gang..

cant wait to steamboat with them d..

oh ya, wanna learn baking also..

wanna make cheese tart.. argh.. my favorite..

Jan gonna do alot stuffs.. hehe..

after that maybe make some new year cookies.. hehe

yesterday after listen to the new year songs suddenly got the CNY feel..

dont know this year a cny is how a le..

curious..

but of coz if can gonna go visit all my friend's house.. haha

my gang already plan to go everyone's house like last year..

hehe.. excited!!

Just a Dream Remix/Cover (Nelly) - Jason Chen & Joseph Vincent

2010-12-01T14:03:00.000+08:00

arrrrr nice nice nice...........................

my dear~♥

2010-11-04T20:11:00.001+08:00

just wanna say

i love you...

U6K1~

2010-11-02T23:28:00.005+08:00

omg.. i miss all my classmates so much..

we had so much fun these few days..

party in the class~

breakfast in the class...

McD, noodles, nasi lemak, junk food, etc...

sing in the class,

act in the class,

do whatever we like in the class!

we had lots of fun!!!

today maybe is our last school day before exam..

awww... i really miss them!

wish the joy will never end!

wish we can gather again after exam!

wish all of us can achieve flying colours in our exam..

friends,

i hereby wish all of us Good Luck in everything we do..

especially in our coming exam, STPM!

Gambateh oh~

Fight Fight FIGHT!!!

sick

2010-10-22T20:57:00.002+08:00

sick pls faster go away...

u make me aches everywhere..

i move abit also pain..

swallow saliva also pain..

terrible headache....

dint move also can feel the pain!

fever u r good u went away..

but why left me the aches...

bring them go away also la..

make me sleep also cant sleep well..

i hate you sick!

please go away....

:'(

Tired

2010-10-15T19:06:00.005+08:00

Am i physically tired or mentally tired?

i felt tired all the time....

unhappy when i'm alone...

is this the sign of stress?

or tired of being alone?

STPM is getting nearer..

whatever activities i did also i dont feel really satisfied...

many things i did also end up with guilty feelings..

y is it the stupid exam torturing me?

y i feel like the world is torturing me?

i wish i can go here and there and do whatever i want every time

without any guilty feeling...

but this only gonna happen after i finish the STPM...

really dont like to study at all..

but i like learning new stuffs practically...

i started to feel that my world is getting more dull..

as if it has became black and white...

when only my world will shine back?

complicated feelings..

-----------------------------------

on the other hand,

i hate the feeling when

someone i love or admire had a great time with other ppl but not me..

i cannot complain because it is not wrong for the someone to do whatever they like...

but i just dislike it so much..

i hate it when i see someone doing what i want yet i cannot do!

anyway,

i just hope i can have a great holiday immediately after the exam..

lastly,

i hope STPM faster finish and I AM FREE!!

once free, i can everyday wait my hubby online d!

nonit always disappointed when see him offline..

long distance relationship is really tough!

but i'll try my best to make sure we maintain our relationship!

hoping he will spend more time for me..(pray hard)

2010-10-15T10:09:00.000+08:00

Today is a BUSY day~ :(

rich n poor ppl... @ my friends

2010-10-10T11:55:00.002+08:00

why rich ppl can buy this n that..

can own his n that?

why poor ppl cannot have this and that?

why is it so unfair?

see rich ppl buy this and that,

yet i cant have this and that!

my heart always feel the pain,

when i cant get this n that!

i really hope i can get whatever i want!

i wish one day i can buy whatever i want with my own effort!

rich ppl can spend their money anyhow hey like,

what about the poor ppl?

poor ppl want buy something need think hundred times,

sigh...

anyway,

for now i only hope i can everyday with my friends,

laugh, cry and fight together...

no friends my life really become black and white!

FRIENDS!

when only can go play again?

i x sabar want go out with you guys again!

activities:

1)sing K

2)go holiday

3)go rock ying's new house again.. (haha)

10)

friends.. faster fill in the blanks.... haha...

but make sure wont use a lot money oh...

shok ni need keep money yah...

How to make a long-distance relationship work

2010-10-07T18:30:00.000+08:00

How to make a long-distance relationship work

The key to avoiding destructive actions or thoughts is to keep the relationship on track. It takes plenty of effort, but the results speak for themselves. Maintaining the lines of healthy communication between in-person visits is a breeze with today’s social media. Twitter, Facebook, instant messaging (IM) and Skype make connecting with one another easy and affordable. Mares recommends that couples, "find out how they spent their day," and not treat each conversation as a happy-go-lucky extension of a date. Like all successful, healthy relationships, a solid foundation based on the day-to-day sharing of each other’s triumphs and failures is key.

Consequently, it’s no surprise that if couples don’t communicate fully, their health will begin to suffer. The stress that results from worries over fidelity, trust and where the union is heading can manifest into sleeplessness, weight loss, anxiety and even depression. While these ailments are concerning, Mares states that there’s no data to suggest that they are dangerous, or life-threatening, but they could facilitate a permanent break-up.

From long-distance to long-term relationship

Ultimately, Mares says, it’s imperative for the health of the couple and their relationship to eventually live together in the same locale to see if their bond can survive normal daily pressures. "It’s not like a weekend where you’re devoted to each other and then longing for each other the rest of the week," she says. "Things might be different when you live together. You need to find out if it’s going to work."

It’s encouraging that marriages following distant courtships have the same success rate as unions established in the same area code—provided they don’t rush down the aisle as soon as they cohabitate. "If they move in together first and it works well," says Mares. "[The future marriage] would work as well as any other marriage."

Jokes~

2010-09-21T17:13:00.005+08:00

SCRAMBLING EGGS

A wife is scrambling eggs when her husband bursts into the kitchen. ''Careful,'' he cries.

'' Careful! You are cooking too many at once. Too many! Scramble them! Now!

We need more butter. They are going to stick! Careful! Now scramble them again!

Hurry up! Are you crazy? Don't forget to salt them. You know you always forget to salt them.

Use the salt! The salt!

The wife turns and asks. ''What is wrong with you?''

Her husband calmly replies, ''I wanted to show you what it feels like when i'm driving.''

HERE AND THERE

''Young man, where do you work?'' The judge asked the defendant.''

''Here and there,'' said the man.

''What do you do for living?''

'' This and that.''

''Take him away,'' said the judge.

The man said, ''wait a minute! When will i get out?''

The judge replied, ''Sooner or later.''

gah!!!!

2010-09-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

i hate u

i hate u!!!

aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

practical exam?? FINISHED!!! :))

2010-08-19T16:32:00.004+08:00

just finished my practical exam...

on the way go already shaking d...

plus headache sumore...

when i reach,

saw my teacher there with another student,

so we chit chat a while while waiting for the examiner to come out,

teacher told me the examiner very good and quite old d,

so, dont worry...

we wait for about 10 to 15min then the examiner came out from his room,

here comes the leng chai examiner,

who finished his grade8 practical at 13years old with distinction!!

then, the first girl enter the exam room,

so i started to get nervous again..

headache became worst...

plus i'm abit sleepy...

keep on exercise my fingers...

listen to the first girl play..

.........

...............

....................

door opened,

oh no, its my turn!!!

get up grabbed my book then walk to the room wait for the examiner to call me..

when he open the door,

i smile~ :)

'good afternoon sir'

and i forget what he said..

he speak very softly..

then i sat on the piano chair..

waiting for his instructions...

examiner said: 'you may try the piano'

that time i was like, ' how to try? what should i play to try?'

then i step step on the pedal, move my chair to make sure i'm comfortable,

then i played the c major scale but half way only..

then i said i'm ready...

examiner smile to me n said, lets begin with the scales..

i said okie~ :)

D major, ...............hit-ed one wrong note........ scare~

Aflat... no mistake i think

C# harmonic minor, a few mistakes at the beginning!! @@ die!!

B flat melodic minor, .........................smoothly~

then move on to staccato scale (group 1)

right hand A major.............

then,

E flat minor in contrary motion...

i played wrong scale!!! again!!!

(grade 3 that time i also played this E flat minor wrong)

i played E flat major!!! cause i hardly get what he say... :(

he asked me to play again, E flat minor,

that time only i realize i'm wrong,

i was like' oh sorry sorry'

then i start play the scale, but got abit wrong also cause really nervous...

i think he skipped the staccato scale in third,(i forget whether got play or not)

next is,

chromatic scale beginning on G, (no mistakes)

followed by chromatic scales in contrary motion,

i beg his pardon cause i cant hear what he said... @@

then he explain to me begin with A# C# ( with his hand playing on air)

i said, oh ok... so, i played...

second last is, Arpeggios,

forget what key d.

lastly, diminished seventh beginning on C#.

after finished scales,

here comes the important one,

exam pieces..

three pieces also ok ok only....

hardly hear the piano sound,

dont know why...

last test is the Aural test..

first is sing after the examiner played a short melody.

examiner played the chord n the first note,

he allowed me to try the first note..

i sang 'la~'

then,

examiner start play the melody twice,

after that i sing the melody.. (ok ok only)

the second aural test is sight singing...

i'm super weak in this test..

dont know what i'm singing also... @@

3rd test is, cadences,

i get it correctly,

and the last test is to describe the piece played by the examiner.

i was asked to describe the texture n the period.

i get it wrong for the period!!!

it is quite similar to the classical period but there's imitation making it Baroque period!!

argh.... kek si...

so that it!

then i walk out and said thank you with a sweet smile :))

screaming silently to my teacher...

'ah... i did a lot mistakes ah... die d...'

teacher said ok la.. not bad...

three pieces also ok..

maybe when i make mistakes teacher dint pay attention..

then i sat there talked to her until 4 only leave the hotel...

dont feel like coming back cause tomorrow still got exam!!!

and its math 2!!!!!!

i not yet start touch it!!!

i'm dead!!

now got to go rest n after that need burn midnight oil for my math d..

bye~

T.T

2010-08-12T12:57:00.002+08:00

T.T
its really hard!!!!

from everyday sms with you...
now cant sms at all..

everyday can complain to you...
now i cant....

everyday wish you good morning and good night..
now i cant do it...

i always wanted to message you,
but i know you cant receive my message at all.

whenever i think of you,
its really hard to control my tears..

i really hope time can pass faster..
so that i can see you again..

complicated feeling...

2010-08-01T21:50:00.002+08:00

mama mia...
i feel stress now..
practical exam is reaching soon! (19th Aug)
he is leaving M'sia very very soon!!(a super big test to me)
trial is coming soon soon soon!!!(10 Aug)

well well well...
i'm going siao more soon!

kuan yin ma, ti kong, kuan kong, chor ma, chor sien, ah chor, ah kong, ah ma everyone bo bi me can pass these exams smoothly.......

God bless me... =.=
i will work hard in these exams.. (hope so)

study~

2010-06-27T16:33:00.003+08:00

today i planned to study in the afternoon..
but ends up on facebook coz no mood study... =.=

after yesterday's workshop,
i feel i should work harder for me n for him...
i feel like going US, but it was like something impossible for me...
i'm shy, stupid, and lazy!
n my language sucks!
somehow, i hope one day i really will appear at US to meet my hubby..

meeting those facilitators was fantastic..
i learned many things there and they make me feel like studying in US is like enjoying...
if i get the chance to attend the workshop before form5,
i think i'll be applying to study in US d..
what a waste... :(
btw, those who dint attend the workshop is really a waste..
there are many leng chais facilitators too... haha
i should say u guys did a great job!
n thankx to all of you..

friends,
pls make sure Shok Ni work hard from now..
dont let her play anymore...
if she plays, u guys can beat her.... XD

my holiday~

2010-06-06T21:47:00.003+08:00

just back from KL..
going Singapore on Tue... :(
can i go back to KL?

my eyes are so tired now...
had headache sumore..

hmm....
i worry i'll cry whenever i think bout this KL trip..
i dont know why..
just one more week i can see hubby d..
but i still cant hold my tears..
leaving you one minutes is like one day...
i hate to see you leave!!
n i more hate to leave you!!

i miss you my dear..
really miss you.. :'(
tears drop again.. T.T

however,
hubby must gambateh in your final exam!!
hope i can everyday online during holiday in Sgp...
coz i know i'll super miss you!

Love~

please come back....... T.T

2010-05-22T17:24:00.005+08:00

this is Buffy and her puppies...

edward n bella...

Buffy is Bella's and Edward's mom..
now Buffy n Bella lost d...
i have no idea at all where they are...
i want them back...
i really want them back....
pls come back Buffy and Bella...
pls... i beg u.... T.T

to the idiot that stole my dog away
pls return it back to me!!!
if not you sure will got balasan a!!!!
i want u lost all your wealth, health and everything....
bad luck forever!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls return it back to me.....................................

bad morning..

2010-05-20T06:52:00.003+08:00

early morning wake up got a very bad feeling...
n i feel like crying... T.T
end up i'm not schooling..

btw,
i wanna say that,
you disappoint me so much..
i dont like the you now...

another case,
all my friends so hardworking study,
why i got no feeling to study?
i only know scare n worry...
this mid exam is killing me...
i got the feeling that i'll do it badly...
can i give up?
i'll work harder n concentrate on my trial n the real STPM...
i am really very tired of studying..
i want to give up already.. T.T

p/s: friends.. u guys are so scary..all so hardworking study while i still dint take any action...@@

almost die d... =.=

2010-05-01T17:11:00.003+08:00

busy busy busy!!

Busy busy go away,
come again another day.
busy busy go away,
little shokni wants to eat.
gastric gastric go away,
don't come hunt me everyday,
gastric gastric go away,
little shokni feels the pain!!!

Headache headache go away,
you are torturing me everyday,
headache headache go away,
little shokni wants to think.
stress stress go away,
don't come near me these few days,
stress stress go away,
little shokni feels so stress!!!

knock it off!

2010-04-29T14:36:00.003+08:00

i cannot differentiate whether you guys are joking or serious..
am i that bad?
am i that annoying?

i always feel lonely when everyone is against me..
i'm hurt when ppl look down at me especially those who don't even know who i am!
i'm dumb, i'm ugly, i'm annoying,
but why you critic my boy because of me?

look down at my boy even hurt me more!
i never ever mention that he is perfect before..
i never say that he's the smartest man in the world...
i never say that he's the most handsome guy in the world..
so why are you saying that i always show off of my boy??

i admit that i told my friends that he's the best for me..
but this doesn't mean i'm showing off!

please watch your words!!!

if you wanna critic anyone please ask yourself whether you qualified or not!!
or else dont ever look down at anyone who is more perfect than you!
never ever simply judge ppl!!

♥a tired saturday♥

2010-04-24T19:22:00.003+08:00

today muet test quite hard..
=.=
reading not enough time..
last passage simply go through only... sigh..
writing also not enough time..
i got more points to write...
but no time liao!!!! isk!!
listening, too loud!!!

hope can get at least a band 4.. please...

after test...
went out with hubby
lunch with hubby n his friends..
saw Joyee, Hui Inn n Sunshine..
haha so embarrassing..
after that i dare not go join hubby cause his friends reach d..
but at last i went in too la..
i sumore asked hui inn what should i eat.. LOL
but at last i chose to eat nasi lemak..
wah super spicy..
sumore nearly gastric thats why cant finish the food..
plus sitting with so many boys..
i lagi x lalu makan..(shy shy) XD
but i have to get use to it..
haha...

i like listen they discuss things..
cause all also bout study a..
i almost one word also dint speak.. LOL
all eng pro i dont even dare to speak
sumore all boys..
mouth x boleh buka!
how only i'll dare to speak to them??
in my heart i keep on praying 'dont speak to me dont speak to me'
but chee leong did asked me how's the muet..
haha.. i also dunno how to answer him
cause i did not did very well...
so i just answer 'ok ok only' (weird answer)

after eat hubby n i went watch 'Ice Kacang Puppy Love'
hehe.. nice nice...
so funny but ending quite touching....

Loh Zhi Ying,
ppl dating you kacau har...
next you dating i want kacau you d!
haha..
just kidding..

generally,
today got good things happen n bad things too..
hope the entire hours will be good hours..
><
tml sumore need go take theory trial test..
i not yet study!!!
die! haha...

EMO!!!

2010-04-20T21:35:00.001+08:00

arghhhhhhhhhh kill me la!!!!!

do not hurt anyone that trusted you!!

2010-04-10T17:50:00.003+08:00

no matter who you are,
please watch your words!!!!

don't hurt anyone who trusted you!!!
never betray them..
never slander them..
never criticize them...
never fight with them...
never look down at them!!!!!!!!!!!!

abortion.. (not me ha)

2010-03-30T22:26:00.002+08:00

last week i was asked to write about pro-life n pro-choice for abortion..
as i'm not really clear bout abortion stuffs,
i surf the net about abortion..
and i found out that abortion is HORRIBLE!!!!

three ways for abortion...
1. abortion from the top, hysterectomy.

the mother's uterus are surgically opened and the baby is lifted up.
the baby is still alive
to kill the baby, abortionist will cut the umbilical cord or plunging them into cold water(this is so CRUEL!!!!)

2. abortion from uterus, such as suction.

the abortionist inserts a tube that is 29 times more powerful than a household vacuum cleaner and sucks the baby out.
The hose frequently jerks as pieces of the baby become lodged in the tube, and a nurse must reassemble the baby's body together at the end to make sure all the body parts are taken out( this is much more HORRIBLE!!!)

3. salt poisoning.

abortionist injects a strong salt solution directly into the amniotic sac, the fluid surrounding the baby.
The baby breathes and swallows the poison, struggles, and sometimes convulses.
The corrosive effect of the salt solution often burns and strips away the outer layer of the baby's skin, which exposes the raw, red, glazed-looking subcutaneous layer of tissue (this is CRUEL AND HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

the three methods above is super HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE n VEGETABLE la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We should against abortion!!
if dowan baby then dont do sex la.....
make sure when u want only go do...
dont kill the innocent ''baby''!!!

beside that, i found out that the following statement is meaningful..
''As an side what if the wife had tuberculosis and the father had syphilis, and their first child was born blind, the second child, stillborn, the third, deaf and dumb, and their fourth was born with tuberculosis. The wife then became pregnant with a fifth child not long after their fourth. Should the couple decide to abort this child? If someone thinks yes, congratulations! That person has just aborted Beethoven.''

4D ^^

2010-03-27T20:03:00.003+08:00

LOL at Zhi Ying, Pei Chern and me..
ahaha...
want know why???
read the following....

after tuition,
we went to DIY shop,
ying wants to buy recipe book
while i follow her because i never went there before...
PC at first don't want to go,
but her mom ask her buy pau and the pau only available after 5pm
so, she came join us..
walk walk walk, ying said,
why we only learn and do baking?
why don't we try to do some sewing?
at the same time,
we saw the cross stitch thingy,
it looks so cute..
without any hesitation,
i told her i want to buy 'this'
ying said she want too..
then v choose one.. but both same patern.. haha....
after that pc saw one diary book with password...
and the password is ying's car plat number!!
then pc ask ying go buy 4D.. it was just a joke...
then cont walk...
until ying fed up,
she went pay without waiting me.. haha....
after pay,
it started to rain..=.=''
i cant go back!!!
ying n pc waited for me...
the Magnum shop is just right in front of us...
suddenly pc or zhi ying said lets go buy 4D...
i tot they were joking.. but they were serious.. haha
i said if not later the number is tonight's first price you guys will regret like hell..
so we decided to share money and buy 1648...
then pc started to dream after the aunt said if first price will get 2500.. LOL
back to my main point..
the result was out...
LOL...
we are not that lucky..
haha
waste my rm1... but it was fun..

p/s: Ying u must laminate the lotery ticket!! haha...
its our money... ^^

at school~

2010-03-23T18:39:00.002+08:00

today at class my friends and i were talking about future...
we talked about after stpm...
ying said dont feel like continue study..
and i agree because i dont feel like continue study too...
i felt study is torturing...
study is so boring...
already studied for so many years,
why must study so long some more..
very tired you know...
face the book until bored..
ah ying said, she already very bored with the books,
her mom asking her to become teacher..
lol... she said if become teacher she have to face the cook for about 30 years..
she'll die... lol...
my friends told me i shouldn't stop study...
because i'm not really cannot study...
but why i feel i cannot study?
so lazy and stupid..
sigh.. if continue study i dont have any idea what course to take...
help me please....

next,
after librarian duty,
hong, hwa n me went to canteen,
hwa buy food... while me n hong wait for her...
after that, hwa saw a boy,
she say quite handsome.. LOL
then v start looking at him but i cant see clearly..
side view not bad la... dunno la.. dont care..
my main point is,
hwa said, this school dont have handsome boy is torturing.. LOl
funny la hwa...
btw, sir asked Hong whether is it true a form5 boy chasing her.. LOL
and three of us suspect that the boy is ......
haha... secret..

lastly,
we discuss about the activities when we visit the old folks home this saturday...
pc ask us dance Nobody since we already know the dance...
i was like.. 'haha.. later the old folks all faint ki'
jsut kidding...
we are thinking what souviner should we give to them..
oh, we planned to sing... while ah hong will play the keyboard..
this remind me to take the piano sheets to ah hong.. haha lucky still remember..
i really scare i dare not go there..
feel very pity them..
don't know will burst into tears or not..
btw, mostly i'm not going.. cause all BOD compulsory..
i'm not BOD...
and this sat i got to go cheng meng n i have tt..
but i wish to go visit the old folks too... ><

overall, quite a happy day at school...
but everyday at school also so happy...
hehe...
U6K1 is the best!!!
sometimes i wish all of us may stay back after school and chit chat..
hehe...cuase go back i feel very lonely.. =.=
k la thats all for today...

expressing my feeling

2010-01-12T16:12:00.003+08:00

what's wrong?
lately i felt so sad...
i don't know why
i just wish someone can make me happy back

hubby was so busy
i miss him
really hope i can go find him
i wonder how is he

these few days i have no chance to tell my feeling
maybe this is the reason why i'm depressed
hide and hide and hide my feeling
makes me sick

after school started,
everyday was so busy
3pm only finish class
mon got duty until 4.30
night got tt
wedn night got tt
fri got piano
sat got three tt
sun maybe got tt also
why so full
i felt i can't breathe
now is only the beginning
how am i going to cont this kind of life until Nov

sometimes teacher spoil my mood
sometimes family spoil my mood
don't know when only i can have a 90% happy day

now i have to decide whether wanna take practical exam or not
it cost RM345 (if i'm not mistaken)
i worry i cant handle it
i worry i have no time to practice
i worry i cant get good result
don't take then next year most probably i cant take already
now sumore have to pay for MUET and school fee
really worry i cant afford it
mom gonna kill me for using so much money
tt and piano already used about RM200per month
money money money
why everything also money
haihz....
dunno how to ask parents for the money also...

really hoping for CNY
so that i can relax abit
maybe after Feb i wont have many problems

*sigh*
when only my hubby free..
don't know he tired or not
so many things to do
still very worry him

=sad=
:(

19th Birthday party

2010-01-03T11:59:00.005+08:00

Last night i celebrated my B'day at my house

i really never thought before that i can have a party this year
thankx to my sis
when i knew i can have a party,
i was so excited
but,
after that,
many things happened that disappoint me
:((

until about 6pm,
hubby came fetch me go take cake
he gave me flower
so beautiful..

i love it so much
and it was my first time receive flower
thankx Hubby
I LOVE YOU

around 7.20pm
mom n i started to prepare food
after that i went start burn the charcoal
around 8.10pm
my friends came
they were
WenChien, KuanLing, SiamCheng ,MaoLin, ZhiYing
around 8.30pm
we started to eat
then PeiChern and relatives and mommy's friends arrived
eat eat eat
then Hubby arrived
about 10pm only we sing the B'day song cut cake

crystal so shy when we sang the song
finish cut cake,
ma eat cake lorh.. ><
finish cake then talk talk take pictures
about 10.30pm
all started to go back liao...
bye bye friends..
thankx for coming yah

i don let hubby go back..
even crystal also dont let him back.. lol
about 11 plus,
i know hubby really got to go d..
so x sanggup wanna let him go..
:'((
cause he gonna go back kl le
miss him so much...
after everyone back..
i start ss with the presents..

flower n the two sparkling juice from hubby
the long present from Ying and Chern
the short one from Chien,Lian and Cheng
while the rectangle from Hong
and got one angpau from aunt
(crystal get so many angpau.. =.=
mommy only tell ppl is crystal's b'day so sad)
anyway
thx again friends..
love you guys

then open presents time..
got another keropi bolster, cute picture frame and a wishing trolley
after keep all presents,
start eat chicken wings with mommy...
i ate two.. hehe ><
then clean up and go bed lorh..
miss hubby again...
hmmmm..........

cant believe that i'm in tpg now...

2009-12-13T16:43:00.002+08:00

happy time passes sooo fast...
why this always happen??
i cant accept that now i'm in tpg...
the 3 days KL trip was just like a dream...
the time was so short...
just like wake from sleep...
today morning i wake..
feel so upset.. i cannot believe that i'm already at tpg...
i wish to go back to KL...
the time with hubby was so short...
i miss him so much now...
hoping i can go KL again...
many things happened these 3 days...
i'm so happy i can solve everything with hubby...
hubby is so protective...
feel so save with him...><
thankx hubby...
I LOVE YOU

Pissed off!!

2009-12-02T15:57:00.004+08:00

BAD DAY!!!
today is my bad day...
really BAD!!!!
i'm really PISSED OFF!!!!
wth is happening...
why so bad luck.......

she make me angry and waste my time waiting for the rain to stop..
he beh syok me...
haih... whatever la..

slightly raining...
i started to go back..
speeding.. (angry)
then i slow down when i reach a small pool of water..
and a STUPID DRIVER speeding and the water all splash on me!!
'BABI!!!'
make me so Damn angry...
i think that idiot is rushing to hell..(hope he reach there safely)
full with anger... i accelerate..
and reach my home..
wait for my mom to back..
wait so long.. really very beh syok ah....
who ask me left my key on grandma's car... stupid me...
Argh....

hope the following hours will be better....
no mood at all now!!
Angry Angry ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!

I'm not Lim Shok Ni

2009-11-09T13:25:00.003+08:00

i hate what is happening now!!!
really drive me crazy...
i really hope i am an idiot!!
know nothing..
dowan know anything...
or maybe i should sleep forever....
no more worries...
no more troubles...
no more imagination...
no more 'RUBBISH'!!!!

I WANT BACK MYSELF...
I WANT BACK LIM SHOK NI..
where is me?
where's the cheerful me???
WHERE?????
WHERE???????

i hate u devil!!!
u ruin my life!!!
i really hate you...
:'((

STOP make me think nonsense please...
i beg u..
i'm so tired with it...
i really cannot take it anymore...
GO AWAY!!! you stupid devil....
dont kidnap my ANGEL....

SAFE ME PLEASE.... :'((

HUBBY I AM SO SORRY....
I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH..
I CANT CONTROL MYSELF...
HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND...
SORRY...

just about me...

2009-11-03T17:43:00.002+08:00

thankx friends for cheer me up...
haha... u guys r so creative...
and sorry just now telling the story i really cannot tahan...
talk two stuffs only also beh tahan d u guys sumore want i cont talk..=.=
i really scare later the school flood la..
haha....
PC so funny sumore say i like cinderella...
not cinderella's beauty of coz...
really make me cry n laugh..

i also dunno why i go tell my friends.. =.=
maybe too kek tong d...
about that girl, i hope u guys dont hate her because of me...
n i dont want u guys to pity me...

next,
this two days i really not happy,
no mood...
my heart very luan...
brain very heavy...
i'm thinking why this two days he so moody...
i'm trying to cure it...
but still the same...
what can i do sumore??
maybe hubby too stress?
why i cant help him?
i knew something went wrong...
but i dunno whats wrong..
god please help me..
i want to help him....
i feel like i'm getting useless n useless..
i dunno what he thinking...
i really need six sense...

hope my hubby can faster 'recover'
i miss his laughter..
his jokes...
and of coz i miss him...

exam

2009-10-29T20:51:00.003+08:00

finally.. the exam has come to the near end...
left one paper only.. which is PA..
already in holiday mood..
no mood study..
only wants to play..
ENJOY!!
i can predict that this time's result gonna be quite bad for me...
i dunno why some of the questions are easy but i cant do...
maybe i'm still not use to the technique to answer.. this is just an excuse...
i understand the questions and i know the answer but i dunno how to write... this is sux...

i hope i still can maintain my ranking from the previous test..
i cannot lose.. previous result already very bad..
drop sumore how am i going to take my STPM exam???
and this exam only cover part of the syllabus..
a few chapter only also cant do well.. STPM that time how???

Today, already get my micro paper... i'm not satisfied!!
Disappointed!!
Phew~
talk bout happy things better..

i'm happy coz left one more paper to go...
secondly, is because i can see my hubby before he go back...
thirdly, can watch movie and play game and hang out d...

i regret i dint take pictures with hubby... =.=''
gonna miss you oh...
take care yah...

sorry guys...

2009-10-17T02:24:00.003+08:00

whats wrong with me?
getting emo-er day by day...
abit abit angry...
i also dunno why i so emo..
maybe too stress...
worrying my final exam..
i cant finish study my pengajian perniagaan..
still a lot to read...
i cant concentrate on my study...
what should i do...
a lot problems lah....
dunno what i want also...

the reason i purposely get up from bed n post this blog is to apologize to friends that i misunderstood n friends that i hurt...
really sorry... i'm a bad girl..
if i accidentally hurt u pls tell me...
if not i will repeat the same things again n u'll get hurt again...
i know i'm childish n stupid to post this stuffs.. want critic then critic la...

Try these...

2009-10-10T19:07:00.003+08:00

try these...
correct all i belanja u one mcd ice cream... lol...
good luck...

What is alive and has only 1 foot?
When do giraffes have 8 feet?
How many eggs can you put in an empty basket?
If there were 9 cats on a bridge and one jumped over the edge, how many would be left?
If you take three apples from five apples, how many do you have?
What has 4 legs and only 1 foot?
How many times can you subtract 6 from 30?
How many 9's between 1 and 100?
It happens once in a minute, twice in a week, and once in a year. What is it?
A street that is 40 yards long has a tree every 10 yards on both sides. How many total trees on the entire street?
What goes up and never comes down?

生氣的我。。。

2009-10-01T21:19:00.003+08:00

你是白痴啊？？为什么要邀請他。。无聊啊？？？还要人去你家。。多麼危险你懂吗？我很不爽你们！！！！
死猪头你啊。。。離開他遠点可以吗？。。。
你们是他朋友我很不开心。。
我願意他跟十个我女的朋友作朋友，好过跟你们此个作朋友。。
你也是一个的拉。。。
不会拒絕人。。。
你那么好感吗。。。

不说了。。功课在等我呢。。。

shoes...

2009-09-18T00:28:00.002+08:00

bought new shoes today...
choose until no options d..
at last chosen this two pairs of shoes...

mom+sis+my shoes...

this is my shoes...
still like the previous shoe more..
sobs.. cant get that shoe...

sgi installation night!!

2009-09-17T14:08:00.004+08:00

time : 16th sept 2009
venue : soon lee

some pictures....

=chew hong n me=
=chiao hua n me=

=daniel n me=

= =hong zhen n me=
=kheng n me=

=chung n me=

=xue li n me=

=siew kuan n me=

=kok n me=
=mk n me=

me ss.... :p

new front hair style ^^

2009-09-14T22:52:00.001+08:00

ahaha.. act not very new only... shorten front hair only la..
still the same pretty me.. LOLX

what if i'm not in this world???

2009-09-14T13:52:00.001+08:00

i feel i'm not suppose to be in this world...

why so bad luck???

2009-09-11T21:58:00.004+08:00

i want this shoe!!!!!
tpg vinci no stock d!! grrrr.... so sad........
i want i want i want!!!
so hard only found one that i like..
but the promoter told me no size d.... ahhhhhhh......
i ask can tempah bo she say cant.. really kek si....
no shoe buy d lah..... ye..... geram lo......

no title

2009-09-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

at last i can on9...

but this is not good for me!!!
i will waste my time on com!!
i will read more stuffs that i dont like to read!!
i will be more stress...
i wiil be more unhappy...
i will hate ....... more....

i tried to stop myself from doing things which will make me sad,
but i really cant!! i worry this n that...
y? y i cant be optimistic???
y i want think so much wor??
y i cannot have what i want??
y this cannot that cannot???

i only hope for slightly better life..
who can make my life better???
answer: God

haih....distress....
hope hubby is in taiping with me...
really need him..

btw...i realise my friends also makes my life more colourful... thx yah...
thx to all who makes me smile...

recent activities...

2009-08-02T09:08:00.005+08:00

friday went hang out with classmates,
zhi ying, chiao hwa, chew hong, pei chern, kuan ling and au yong mun chien..
after finish piano, chew hong come fetch me,
around 6.15 lorh,
actually v planned to watch harry potter, but too late d coz the movie starts at 6.15,
then v change plan, watch the land of the lost..

this movie quite funny oh.. like it..
n it was the first time i make so much noise in the cinema..
i mean all of us make noise too.. haha
like siao po la all of us.. take off shoe legs put on the front seat.. @@
next time go cinema dont choose room 5 seat E on the left hand side.. REMEMBER!! lol..
all of us were freezing in the cinema.. really very cold..
once the movie finish all of us rush out haha.. hands n legs almost freeze d..cant sms also..
then v head to the toilet.. haha... after everyone done with their business,
v ss in the toilet.. very long oh..

after that, v went tesco n came back to ts for dinner..
v stop at noodle station.. all share share coz wanna save money.. haha
then v dismiss at 10pm..

saturday,
morning went school librarians meeting.. @@ every saturday have to go school.. isk!! hate mk.. always do meeting.. haha
after the meeting,
chew hong, me, kuan ling, pei chern, jin,siew kuan n mun keong went hall to practice dance..
i've chosen the Gee SNSD dance,
haha.. find trouble for myself..gali kubur sendiri~
have to learn by heart lorh.. want show give hubby see... hehe..
friends v ma jia you oh..
i will learn all n teach u guys everyday after school..
so v have to suffer for two weeks.. (bread for our lunch)
now my mind is full with Gee Gee Gee Gee Gee~ @@
really hope v can perform the dance perfectly on that day...

after finish practice at hong's house.. actually din practice haha..
then v asked hong to show her ballet,
again i tried hong's pointe shoe (ballet shoe)
this time i tried to turn but my toes very pain.. haha.. so end up stand on toes only lorh..
finish playing all went back d...
reach home i watch the Gee dance again n again..
lying on bed also watch...
watch until i sleep... (bersemangatnya)
the evening i went tt lorh..
finish tt went 'new house'
i dont like that house larh..@@ but have to get use to it.. although it is more beautiful than current house.. but i prefer this old house.. grrr...
that house everything is so small except the land!!!
the house only occupy half of the land!! but of course the house is a little bit bigger than normal middle teres house..i can use the remaining space to practice driving d..@@ lol
my mom's fren said i can do somersault there too.. lol
anyways.. i'm gonna move to the house next week.. so fast.. haih...
but of course got one benefit!! it is nearer to hubby's house.. hehe

after that went mom mom at mr.bbq with family..
finish already then go back lorh..
reach home fast fast do homework while watching movie..
i concentrate more on hw oh.. not movie.. haha
at the end i dunno whats the story of the movie..@@
finish hw about 1.30am d.. then go bed try to oi oi le..
but cant oi.. haha around 2.30am only sleep..
and morning woke at 7 to wake my hubby.. hehe lucky i can wake..

today,
no volleyball training.. so sad lah...
but later going paint the some part of the 'new' house..

and yah, recently learning drum n electronic guitar.. haha
i prefer play drum more..the guitar makes my finger tips hurt.. :(
n i prefer guitar more than electronic guitar.. hehe

thats all for now.. bye~

Grave of the Fireflies

2009-07-17T20:58:00.003+08:00

hey friends.. i recommend u guys to watch this movie.. very touching story... thumbs up for Seita for his bravery, and he treat his sis so good!!! besides, i like Setsuko too, because she's cute n brave.. wish i have a sis n bro like them.. wuuu.... :'( but not like them die so young oh... pity them.... hmmm.... :(

i'll just copy the plot.. haha.. lazy type..

Taking place toward the end of World War II in Japan, Grave of the Fireflies is the tale of the relationship between two orphaned children, Seita (清太) and his younger sister Setsuko (節子). The children lose their mother in the firebombing of Kobe, and their father in service to the Imperial Japanese Navy, and as a result are forced to try to survive amidst widespread famine and the callous indifference of their countrymen, some of whom are their own extended family members.

The movie begins in Sannomiya Station and shows the second main character, Seita, in rags and dying of starvation. A janitor comes and digs through his things, and finds a candy tin containing Setsuko's ashes. He throws it out, and from it springs the spirit of Setsuko, Seita and a group of fireflies. The two spirits provide narrative throughout the story. The film is, in effect, an extended flashback to Japan at the end of World War II, during the Kobe firebombings. Setsuko and Seita, the two siblings, are left to secure the house and their belongings, allowing their mother, who suffers from a heart complaint, to go to a bomb shelter. They are caught off-guard by a batch of bombs dropped in their vicinity. Although they survive unscathed, their mother is caught in the air raid and dies from burns. Having nowhere else to go, Setsuko and Seita go to live with their aunt and write letters to their father. On the second day that they stay there, Seita goes out to retrieve leftover supplies he had buried in the ground before the bombing. He gives all of it to his aunt, but hides a small tin of fruit drops. (This tin of fruit drops becomes a recurrent icon in the film.) Their mean-spirited aunt barely gives them enough food, says rude and insulting things about them, and sells their mother's kimonos for rice which she keeps for herself.

Seita and Setsuko finally decide to go and live in an abandoned bomb shelter. Gradually, they begin to run out of rice, and Seita is forced to steal food from local farmers. When he is eventually caught for stealing sugar, he is unable to feed Setsuko enough before she begins to starve. In desperation, Seita withdraws all the money from their mother's bank account. At the same time, he learns of his father's death. He buys a large quantity of food and rushes back to the shelter, where he finds Setsuko hallucinating. She is sucking marbles which she believes are fruit drops and offers him 'rice balls' which are really only rocks. Finally, she dies of starvation. Seita cremates her, using supplies donated to him by a farmer and puts her ashes in the fruit tin, which he carries with his father's photograph, until his death on September 21, 1945.

At the end of the film, the spirits of Seita and Setsuko are seen, no longer raggedy and etiolated but healthy and well-dressed, sitting side by side as they look down on the modern-day city of Kobe.

happy 19th birhtday to kuan ling~~

2009-07-15T17:09:00.007+08:00

today is Kuan Ling's birthday... so v decided to celebrate for her after school..
since today librarian got meeting, zhi ying, siam cheng n au yong went eat steamboat (so bad leave me, pei chern n kuan ling) after that they went take cake lorh...
after finish meeting, zhi ying went find us then we head to canteen for our lunch..
after that, we walk back to our class, other classmates locked the door, so when they open i blocked kuan ling from going in, i asked them to light the candle lorh.. then see so long not yet ready i went in see what happen n ready my camera(actually wan see my msg haha).. meanwhile other friends bluff kuan ling that we messed up her stuffs.. and say want her accompany to go toilet.. she told me she's waiting for me to go toilet.. =.= LOL
then duno how they settle until very long only she walk come in.. then v sang b'day song she started to cry.. haha so touched!! after finish cut cake, ma eat cake lorh.. haha.. after finish eating ma go scout lorh...

v played games again.. lucky not dancing.. =.=
today's game quite interesting lorh.. played dunno what peguin game.. @@ lucky i x kena jadi penguin.. when my turn to become penguin is the end of the game.. *thumbs up* lol
then play another game dunno what name but almost like penguin game where all kena rebut kerusi.. =.= ''
around 3.45 everyone dismiss...
lastly, wanna wish kuan ling Happy Birthday again..
dai gorh lou chor... must learn 'something' new oh... LOL ^^
WISH U ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING U DO..

prepared by Shereen

our beautiful kuan ling...haha (she's crying)

aiyo.. dont cry la... haha..

i'm the cake cutter.. haha

me with zhi ying.. haha

me with kuan ling jie jie.....

=group photo=

=HAPPY FOREVER=

School??

2009-07-10T19:04:00.004+08:00

sien...
tomorrow have to go sch again.. every sat have to go sch.. i really can siao..
see the school also i scare d... really phobia school d... but i like the class.. haha
meet new frens.. all quite siao a.. very frenly.. which is Au yong wen chien (unique name), zhi ying, the pretty gal (zhi ying u owe me cheese tart!! u know y d la hor..... lol) , kuan ling n another gal i always forget her name... haha sorry for that...
seems like my purpose of going to school is to meet my friends...
one funny thing is when pc talk au yong will start laughing.. v also dunno y.. dunno what so funny.. haha.. all will start laughing together.. in the class i really become siao again...
still remember, 1st day enter the class i'm like a stranger.. i dont talk to anyone...
but after a few days, i become normal d.. i can talk n laugh d..
zhi ying told me she x sangka that i'm so talkative (but not very talkative la is comparing to 1st day i'm in the class).. the others also very agree.. kek si wa.. haha..
this class really make me piss off... no table provided.. only got chair with a small papan..@@
everyday sure got someone drop their calculator, books, stationary n etc... b4 stpm all of us have to change calculator d la.. =.=
wan do homework pun susah.. put text book exercise book cannot put d.. isk!!
in the class, there's only two students got A for eng..1 B n others is D n above.. @@
sir will always ask me n shereen to lead the others.. my eng dah la damn char... my eng really sux... y lah... y want me... i really will spoil their eng la... only shereen's eng layak teach them i langsung x layak!! really tension when kena 'buang' ke another group..

btw..some of the teachers sux!! dunno teach pretend very pro...
especially PA teacher!!! really x leh tahan him d.... all also x leh tahan him.. he come in sure nobody happy 1..mark book also simply mark.. dint read at all!! even question also dianggap sbg answer.. go potong my real answer tell me need 2 isi cukup... wth!!!
another is math 2 teacher.. also not very know teach.. make all of us blur got la...
simple things go explain till so complicated.. really pui fok her.. n PP1 teacher, always SS... his joke nobody can und 1..always laugh alone.. dunno what so funny also.. his period is 'bersalin'.. @@ ada phd pun x da guna la... always show off !!! grrrr....

thats all for today... nothing to do thats y start blogging..
wish all my friends good luck in everything u guys do...
sama sama gambateh!!
i want go U.S!!
I HAVE TO WORK HARDER!!!JIA YOU!!!!

MISSING MY HUBBY... I LOVE YOU..

random

2009-06-10T19:57:00.002+08:00

sila baca story > http://welcometojinzwonderland.blogspot.com/2009/06/bwahahahaha.html
=the Pepperman=
ppl char kuew kak, he char french fries
tambah lagi~

end up only jin n kok makan...

the P.P

another tamparan!

2009-06-09T20:03:00.004+08:00

now shiok memang pissed off!!! i hate this world! and y ppl always look down stupid ppl (me).. i hate this!!! and those hiao po always get attention? why their face sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo thick! and this 101% refer to SOME of the convent hiao po!!!y u guys always stand by the hiao po side!!!?????!?!?!?!?!?!? and why they so lanci... Y????? why they so x tau malu???? GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..........
ugly n stupid ppl not human la is it????? those ----- ------ ---- ---!!!!!!
frens... now i really need u all!!!
LETS GO HIKING THIS THURSDAY AGAIN! NO JEEP!! MUST HIKE!!! i dont care!!! JIN, KOK, PEI, MK!!! U ALL MUST GO!!! ARGH..........KU MAU GILA LIAO.... i want go till the tower there jump down! *cry*
life really meaningless d...

cl pls faster come bec..

a trip to maxwell hill (7/6/09)

2009-06-08T11:56:00.004+08:00

this is the 3rd time i hike till the tower.. n it is the most enjoyable hike ever..
it started like this :
6 i wake but still on bed thinking how to go there.. then i received 1 msg.. it was mk.. haha he said he's going..i feel happy n worry at the same time.. worry nobody want fetch me n i cant go.. then i get up go prepare n tell my mom later i'll ask daddy fetch me go..i kena scold pulak.. isk.. i already prepare to get scold d la.. so ok lo.. but i insist want he fetch.. after get scold i cont go prepare.. then mom walk come in ask what time going n said she will fetch me.. wah glad! but still quite sad la coz kena scold.. haha lucky i pandai pujuk.. make my mom not angry... ^^
reach d i saw yen..then suddenly kok phone me.. i was thinking want answer or not..@.@ coz i dont like talk.. aih.. at last i answer.. lucky dint talk much..
v planned to go up with jeep but x da jeep liao.. so have to hike go up n walk come down..i knew how tough to hike up n come down.. i experienced b4.. so i already prepare to suffer.. =.= while i'm not in the good mood.. i prefer to be alone.. sitting there alone.. thats y mk said 'wah so lonely ah'..then about 8, jin started the hiking coz she x boleh tahan they debating for the breakfast things. then all follow lo.. jin started but end up she be the last one.. haha (jangan marah) she's the only one who said she can hike till the top. memang bersemangat.
v seperated into 2 groups.. the fast group(yen,suresh,kalai,william,fahmi) n the slow group (jin, pei, kok, keong n me). the slow group memang nice lah.. with the pemandu yg mulia(mk) coz he waited for four of us. i'm the pembubuh arang =.= jin n pei as the penumpang i think then kok as the gerabak.. itu jin memang funny.. make us laugh all along the hiking..apa pun dia cakap.. really x leh tahan dia.. but she makes all of us laugh.. so happy i joined the team.. kok helped jin n pei a lot.. memang gentleman.. at last dia sendiri pun injured. jin pula come 'scold' me why put so much arang..(hike so fast) haha.. v keep asking mk where r v now, want reach d not, still how long??? mk keep answer very near d.. almost reach d.. padahal x sampai sampai pun! at last we dowan believe him d.. haha..
when v reach tea garden.. i thought v gonna stop there.. but they say not there.. i wan faint d.. means they r going to the tower..
jin n pei got kok bantu..i x da ornag bantu.. so sad.. at last i ask mk pull me.. haha just joking with him. but i did pull his beg for 3sec.. x da effect langsung..
12 plus, at last v reach the cafeteria.. n i saw the other group so lan c.. dowan join them also.. but i dunno mk go where liao.. i sesat..then only i realise he in the cafe.. so v wait for the other 3.. then start makan.. after makan.. jin pi marah the other group.. mk was like.. wau~ 'she in school also like that?' haha macam x percaya.. thats y la.. don't look down gals..
then, v cont hike to cendana hut...mk lead us to see the whole taiping town.. wah.. really nice! but i still quite emo there.. coz x leh tahan the other group.. =.=
then they said wanna go to the communication tower.. i no comment coz really bo mood! so jus follow what they want..but end up v dint hike till the communication tower..when coming down.. again.. i walk alone.. then mk follow me.. make sure i x hilang kut.. mk n me reach the tower.. v went up the tower wait for the others..but mk is really good la.. memang mulia.. i tot he will very shy to talk with me, wont care my presence. but he did talk to me n care me..kamsamida!
at 3pm v started to walk down..at 1st william going down alone.. he also x leh tahan d i think. then mk n me also get up walk go down.. kok n pei join us too. 4 of us walk together.
suddenly yen emo pulak.. running go down.. n william go 'chase' her.. haha. left pei, me, kok, mk. walk walk walk.. suddenly mk terkejut.. looking at one girl with long hair sitting by the side and smilling with us..at first i tot she was jus a human..but when i saw how mk reacts, i also terkejut.. i thought v saw ghost.. hahahaahaha damn funny that time.. act it was yen. then v rest at there.. cont our journey when the others reach.. again i emo.. walking quite fast alone.. then kok shout, 'shok ni later u lost v dunno how to explain to chan leong' something like that la..so i pun stop wait them lo..walking with them.. but they dint ignore me.. kok n mk jaga ku.. thx lots..cl memang ada fren yg bagus!* cl u have to treat them 'teh o sing kam' (er.. kok n mk keep talking bout that drink)* haha.. really fun la join the 3 guys.. x worries.. feel so safe.. but i macam menyusahkan mereka only.. sorry for that..
william lead us to one shortcut which he not sure mana jalan keluar..=.= walk go down at last v hike up again coz scare lost.. mati saya.. my legs almost patah d..
then cont walk go down without using shortcut.. my knees really hurts.. feel like tanggalkan the bone.. =.= but i cont walk.. kena tahan jugak la.. when really almost reach, kok go ask mk how far more, mk said very near d. after this turn reach d.. haha.. kok say shok ni wont percaya him d.. funny la..i'm glad v really reach d..semua terus balik coz really very tired n hungry d.. so that's how the trip end!

reach home i hardly get down from the car..=.= my mom told me v going out makan n going tesco.. @.@ i want faint d.. my legs really hancur d..lepas mandi faster put counterpain.. put whole leg.. haha.. nice~
lepas makan.. i cant stand properly.. my parents keep laughing at me.. go tesco i try to sit on the trolley.. but mostly i walk la.. slowly walk hope tomorrow wont so pain.. (from my experience) n i did feel better a bit.. reach home.. start walking like a penguin..i guess tomorrow i sure cant walk d..

today lepas bangun.. i can feel that my knee really hurts.. old injuries + yesterday's injuries = bye bye.. stand also pain! matiku.. hope when i old i still can squat down.. =.=

anyway..it was a nice trip.. thx to the slow group members.. u all really kawan baik.. i am happy to be with u all.. especially jin.. make a lot of noise..(although quite annoying)but better then everyone diam diam..
if got chance..i wish to go again, but not hike till the top.. =.= naik guna jeep n hike to the communication tower.. wait cl come back v go together..=]

a little love, to my beloved hubby~

2009-05-28T18:46:00.005+08:00

Greatness as you
Smallest as me
You show me what is deep as sea
A little love,
little kiss
A little hug,
little gift
All of little something,
these are our memories

You make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye

You make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel the joy of love
Oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love you always give to me
Oh I love you

Greatness as you
Smallest as me
You show me
what is deep as sea

A little love,
little kiss
A little hug,
little gift
All of little something,
these are our memories

You make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye

You make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel the joy of love
Oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love you always give to me
Oh I love you

Yes I do,
I always do

Make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel that love is true
You always stand by my side
I don't want to say goodbye

You make me cry
Make me smile
Make me feel the joy of love
Oh kissing you
Thank you for all the love you always give to me
Oh I love you,
To be with you,
oh I love you

god bless u

2009-05-18T21:19:00.001+08:00

God bless everyone i love and whoever they love please... :(

Big Thank You

2009-03-17T15:52:00.001+08:00

After took my result till today
I lk never thanks to anyone yet
So here I’m going to thankx some people
First of all,
I would lk to thankx my teachers,
Cik Azlina, Pn Ramlah, Pn Wong, En Badrul,
Miss Low, Miss Ng, Mr Yap, Mr ??? n Pn Kamaliah
These were all my f4nf5 teachers
THANK YOU teachers..

Another is my tuition teacher,
Mr fatty, Ms Ng, n Mr Yau
Thx lots..
Without u all aku x paham apa school teacher ajar.. @@

oh yah..
n thx to my frens also
yee wen, wai yee, yiyin, soo fong, li qii,
tzyy mey, yok chern n others who help me lah..
*big hug to u all*

Next I’m would like to thankx my parents n my big sis..
thankx
my elder sis, for always make me laugh so that i x so tension
parents, for sending me to tuition,
Let me study peacefully
N bla bla bla~

Lastly I would like thankx the most important one
He’s the one who help me a lot
Without him I dun think ‘this’ is my result
He encourage me a lot
When I wanna give up study he will stop me n persuade me
Sometimes he teach too..
When exam coming,
We’ll ‘study together’
Without him I dun think I will study till late nite
In addition,
I will take him as my competitive although I know the chance to him is only lk the thickness of a piece of paper..

And this important people is my hubby,
TENG CHAN LEONG!
Thank you hubby..
Doomo arigatoo gozaimass
Merci
Kamsahamida
Xie xie
Kam sia
Tor cheh
Terima kasih

study or fly?

2009-02-24T23:57:00.003+08:00

what should i choose?
mom jus told me
her fren said Singapore there need some air stewardess
mom told her b4 i wan to be air stewardess
now she asking me whether wanna go or not
sure can get the job d wan
jus need go for interview only
both my parents vr agree i go
especially my dad
he said now got work income not bad sumore dowan go wan wait wat
nowadays study also not vr useful coz not 100% can gt gud job
sumore after work got money d can go study again
even my sis asked me go..

so now i dunno wat should i do
study n work both also i wish
bt if go work i cant c him
i cant study,
if dowan the job
cont study mayb cant get good result
plus i dunno wan study wat
future wan become wat also dunno

both also gt gud n bad..
wat should i do????
go ask god??
hmm..
need some suggestion..

before n after

2009-02-24T19:01:00.002+08:00

before~

after~

ini siapa punya anjing lah???

about today..

2009-02-24T16:10:00.003+08:00

what happen to me la??
jog two days only leg so pain d..
really hope can become more active lk last time..

talk bout jogging,
today lk din jog also
walk more than jog
n looks lk our main purpose is go 'picnic'
sambil makan sambil menyaksikan org main tai chi
after that v went 'kap' people driving..
crap a while then go bec le..

reach home really vr tired
then go slp a while
n i have sweeeeet dream haha

wake d follow sis bring dog go salloon
that fella says...
cannot cut d lo~
must shave all d..

nobody free to take care of her
until her hair all 'pa si kat' d
now botak liao..
easier.. bath also nonit use so much shampoo..
save electric sumore..
nonit sit there half an hour to dry her hair.. ><
x sabar wan c her look d..
bt must wait till 6 only ok..

now my legs really vr pain :(
tmr still wan go jog bo leh?
hmm..
so pain go again will be better bah?
hope i x lazy lah..

Gambateh lo~

egg with bread toast

2009-02-23T15:15:00.004+08:00

today i make this for my lunch
act breakfast wan make d..but scare nt enough time
i tot is 'be chiak a'
but it taste so good!!
with the cheese n egg
mmm~~Yummy~~
will be making for tml jogging breakfast for me n li qii..
><

happy birthday~

2009-01-09T16:52:00.000+08:00

my birthday~

yesterday went to ts take salary..

then go hang kai with hubby..

i wan to buy something for him

then v bout a shirt..

quite exp lah~

but nvm la.. long long one time..

he like can d..
then go meet sis c jacket..
sis keep forcing b buy for me..

then he bought for me..

i feel vr exp.. so decided to pay him half lo~

then v went meet qii mey n fen in poly shoe shop..Rabbit gave me a small box..
i tot inside was a necklace or bracelet.

then go car open in the box was RM30..so special present..

then v went to mcd..
x sangka a few ppl also need pay so much..
is about RM70~ ><

then go eat lo~ qii n mey vr funny..

i feed b eat they'll curi laugh..

then finish eat d then eat cake lo

b4 blow candles b gave me a kiss..(looks lk 'hen mien qiang')
then finish eat v went walk..
9+ v went bec d..

its too early..

but i know he cant stay up too late..

x blh complain... hehe

then reach home on9 a while go bed d..
then my sis come bec..

SUDDENLY!

qii n mey come into my room holding a piece of cake with candle..

omg! so surprise..

i'm so happy tat they treat me so good..

giving me two present..

then i ask them slp here..

so v chat whole 9 vr happy..

the most happy thing is they praise my b.. he very sayang me.. (for some reasons)

>>> my 18th b'day presents.. love them so much..

=bear n jacket form hubby=

=dog shoe n keropi bolster from qii n mey=

=black bear n small frog from fen=

=money from supervisor n her husband=

=small card from pei zhen=

=big card from many ppl=

Thank you so much to all of u.. especially hubby, qii, n mey..

love yah~

to hubby

2008-12-22T10:57:00.000+08:00

Hubby,
U must be the BEST,
Baby wan u be my BEST,
Baby wish u all the BEST,
You must beat all the BEST.

I will

Love you forever,
U cannot leave me forever,
V will happy together FOREVER..
n
U will always in my HEART.

working..

2008-12-12T10:19:00.000+08:00

currently working in ts..
selling sch stuffs such as shoes, uniform n socks..
yesterday was the 1st day..
i was totally exited..
n the 1st day ady late.. haha

quite busy coz setting up for the fair..
carrying those heavy stuff makes me feel happy n excited..
coz?
coz vr long din do that d..
liqii me n atiqa(from kedah)
were ordered to set up for the uniform while others for shoes..
three of us working quite fun..
finish very fas..
finish fast very bad..
the sister ask us to do other work..
so v cant stand there waiting for our customers..
then qii told me v shouldn't act so free..
must act got things to do.. haha.good idea?

among qii, mey n me,
qii was the 1st to fill in the commision form..
while i'm the las 1..
coz i always ask they serve..
then,
the sister tought me to be cashier..
siting there i tot i cant get any commision..
so sad..i'm nt sitting there all the time..
no ppl wan pay i can go serve..
n that time a customer bought a pair of shoe..
yeah. at last i can fill the form..
after dinner..
the sister ask anth sister to be the cashier..
ok.. i was glad..coz can serve customers..
nonit sit there so nervous scare calc wrong..

i get de customers all funny funny a.
quite nice..n i like kacau them too..
especially when gt children..

until vr late i only get the 3rd customer..
bought quite many things..
liqii was supporting me.. (jia you)
haha.. thx lu qii..

working with anth two frens is much better...
no customers v can chit chat..
so happy... i prefer salary low but enjoying the work..
three of us must gambateh...
let the sister fire those lazy bumps..
so that v can work full.. ><

2008-11-28T09:29:00.000+08:00

why why why?
why wat i wish i cant get it?
why wat i want i cant make it?
why WHY WHY???

tonight leaving d..
dunno happy or sad?
happy coz can play..
sad coz?
i cant c u..
i cant sms with u..
i'm gonna miss u soooo much..

(headache)

what happen?

2008-11-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

20/11/08
what happened to me today?
@.@
i totally blur..
mayb coz slp too late..
last nite was the 1st time i study till so late,
it was 4.++a.m
i am stilll reading,
then almost 5 only slp,
so worry cant wake that time,
wake d eyes was swollen..
then went sch..
cont std..
eye getting more itchy
then turns red!!
lucky was only for paper 1..
that paper was ok..
BUT!
for paper 2 n 3
i cant rmb wat i've std!!!
i was really worry..
nt enough time to finish!!
head going to burst that time..
cant use my brain!!
no more common sense!!
totally desperate!
even AG.no also can write wrong!!
wat happend lah??
lucky the examiner told me..
fuhh~

after paper3 end,
i was so disappointed to myself..
why i dowan std earlier..
haih..
regret also no use..
'hei mong yut gou, sai mong yut gou'
everytime also like that..
wat i wan alwasys cant achieve de..
dunno whats the problem with me..

the other 2sc sub nt yet touch!
mus start by now!!
if nt the same thing wil happen again..

2008-11-14T20:11:00.000+08:00

14/11/08, rainy

my dog, Pipi passed away d..
very very sad.. :'(

so pity her,

before die also no chance come out from cage..

din eat only go..

also dunno wat time die..

she had a useless owner..

not heart de owner..

living in the cage for so long..

no freedom..

feel so sorry for her.

Daddy taking her out from cage..

going to throw..

daddy no time tanam..

n no more pace can tanam d..

many dogs ditanam around my hse d..

so pity her..

Pipi..
hope u will rest in peace..

besides that,

my little fur lost d..

argh...

where he go?

sumore dun have his pic..

aww...

who kidnap him???

he eat alot u know!

u'll bankrup!!!

please give him bec to me!!

LITTLE FUR,
faster come bec la.. :'(

wake up suddenly two dogs leave me..

the most bad day!!

worth going

2008-11-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

7/11/08

today is the las day for all f5 to sch..(except exam)
Reach sch as usual v gt rc..
then 7.30 v went to the hall(exam hall)
firstly,
v have teachers speaking..
giving their last advise..
at first most applause was given to En Badrul(sej teac)
then the las teacher to speak was Pn Ramlah(bi/moral teac)
she get more applause oh..
she ended with a short poem,
nice oh..

after tat,
all f5 students hug hug with teachers..
many ppl tears drop oh..
including this frog..
dunno wat happen,
feeling all leaving d..
very sad..

then qii n me started to ask frenz to sign on our pj shirt..
then many ppl copy us..
bt sign in other place such as,
their uniform,pants,singlet,etc...haha
here everyone was enjoying...
taking pictures..
laughing... etc etc

after recess,
teacher came to hall,
is time to susun meja liao,
everyone get their table n chair,
i was placed almost in the middle of the hall..
quite good place..hehe.. lucky..

about 12,
i started to give teacher sign my shirt,
searching for teachers..
still gt some cant get their signature..kek sim..
anyway, my shirt was full with signature.. very nice..
dunno wan wear or nt..
dunno can wash or nt..
watever la..
i gt a beautiful shirt!

it is worth going sch today!

spm vr vr vr near d..
i getting lazier..
die lah..
duno result come out will like wat..
@.@

lastly..
all the best to my frens..
everyone..
GAMBATEH!

5.12PM

2008-10-27T16:57:00.000+08:00

4.58p.m[qing]

suddenly think of brother..
i always wish i have a brother
who can protect me
love me
care me
sometimes can manja.. hehe
a good bro for sure will always buy this n that for me..
then i nonit spend so much $$(haha)
in my mind,
a bro can give me so much things...
nonit worry boring..
sumore if bro got gf d sure very nice geh..
can tease/praise
can play wif his gf(if the gf ngam la)
from wat i observe,
my frens n cousins,
their bro mostly very good geh..
so jealous..(think too much)

but,
i know i wont have a bro d..
so stop DREAMING!!

oh.. i still rmb gt 1 katak bro.. haha

god dowan give me bro sure got reason geh..
hmm..
mayb wan i feel my bf/husband is the best..

now i know who treat me like a fren n who not,
i will cherish it..

moo,pizza,soh dog,wen,wy,gas,yc,pc,ss,my,mk,kl,yp,ts,sf.
(lazy list all d,who treat me good is my fren)
i will always remember all of u..

n the one i trusted MOST,
i will love u with all my love,
wont always make u angry d la.. (hope so)
[bt i like c u angry]haha

k la.. lastly,
i would lk to thx all my frens for being my fren..
kamsamida! (bow 90degree)
=SARANGHAEYO MY FRENS=

Also wan thx to my hubby,
for so patient(lu sendiri faham la)
doomo arigato gozaimass(bow 90degree)
=AISTERU MY LOVE=

spm song

2008-10-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

Yeah! I discover one genius guy who are sitting for SPM this year, and he wrote a song, by himself… YEAH by himself… and ABOUT? SPM.
So … here it sound :
listen it here, at his genius blog!KaNa KaNa

Lyrics:

V1:Our country’s biggest thing is SPM
Many people thinking it’s a stupid exam
But what we’re gotta do is to cram cram cram
Last minute or not it’s a sickening scam
No time to be playing or singing this song
Cos if you’re doing it it’s so damn wrong
The time to be studying is so damn long
No time to be jamming which is where we belong

Chorus:
SPM
No one cares
If you faint or cry or die in pain
SPM
And (but) they say
If you don’t do well you’ll die of shame
SPM
Do they know
How we feel inside the stress of
SPM
Can we go
To some other place where there’s no SPM

V2:Whether you love it or you hate it you’ve got to take the thing
Everyone’s pushing you to win win win
You can’t look at books cos that’s called cheating
And the man with most A1’s is called the king
So it’s called success if you get the pretty A’s
How about love and friends do they have no place?
After secondary school we’re gonna go our separate ways
Can’t we spend more time together maybe just a few days?

Bridge:
Ministry of Education
Why put us through all this pain
This overload of information
At the end what do we gain?

by Samuel Kana Lis 2008

TARO BRAND BISCUIT

2008-10-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

KUALA LUMPUR: The Health Ministry has ordered Taro brand biscuit produced by Bairong to be withdrawn from the market with immediate effect after tests showed it contained melamine above the permissible level.
The ministry’s food quality and safety division director, Noraini Mohd Othman, said in a statement yesterday the product contained above the 75ppm (parts per million) level of melamine that is permitted.
The statement added that 12 products analysed by the division were found to meet the ministry’s standard for melamine content.
They are Fruit Jelly Stick (Motion), Genuine Pearl Jelly (Tian Tian), Lobster Peanut Crisp (Cap Layang), 888 (Egg & Milk Filling) (Vigor 888), Rice Crackers (Wang Wang), Biscuit Sticks (Four Seas). Mini Poppers Chocolate Flavoured (Walls), White Coffee 3in1 (Dali Coffee Beverage), Apple Sandwich Biscuits (Bairong), Colourfull Party (Cherry & Apple Biscuits) (Bairong), Almond Cakes (Fu Die Lai) and Curtes Chocolate (Giff).

-From The Star-

important tips from police

2008-10-05T16:38:00.000+08:00

TIPS FROM USA POLICE This is a good reminder for all of us.You can never Read this too manytimes!

Tip from police: The elbow is the strongest point on your body.If you are close enough to use it, do!
If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM.
Toss it away from you....chances are that he is more interested in your Wallet and / or purse than you and he will go for the wallet or purse.RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION!
If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car:
Kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you but everybody else will. This has saved lives.
Women have a tendency to get into their car after shopping,eating,working,etc., and just sit (doing their check book, or making a list, etc.) DON'T DO THIS! The predator will be watching you, and this is the perfect opportunity for him to get in on the passenger side, put a gun to your head, and tell you where to go.

AS SOON AS YOU GET INTO YOUR CAR, LOCK THE DOORS AND LEAVE.

A Few Notes About Getting Into Your Car In a Parking Lot,or Parking Garage:

Be aware: look around you; look into your car, at the passenger side floor, and in the back seat. (And check out under the car as you approach.)
If you're parked next to a big van you should enter your car from the passenger door. Most serial killers attack their victims by pulling them into their vans while the women are attempting to get into their cars.
Look at the car parked on the driver's side of your vehicle and the passenger side. If a male is sitting alone in the seat nearest your car,you may want to walk back into the mall, or work, and get a guard/policeman to walk you back out. IT IS ALWAYS BETTER TO BE SAFE THAN SORRY. (And better paranoid than dead.)

ALWAYS take the elevator instead of the stairs. (Stairwells are horrible places to be alone and the perfect crime spot).
If the predator has a gun and you are not under his control, ALWAYS RUN! The predator will only hit you (a running target) 4 in 100 times; And even then, it most likely WILL NOT be a vital organ, RUN!
As women, we are always trying to be sympathetic: STOP IT! It may get you raped, or killed. Ted Bundy, the serial killer, was a good-looking,well educated man, who ALWAYS played on the sympathies of unsuspecting women? He walked with a cane, or a limp, and often asked'for help' into his vehicle or with his vehicle, which is when he abducted his next victim.

Someone just told me that her friend heard a crying baby on her porch the night before last, and she called the police because it was late and she thought it was weird. The police told her 'Whatever you do, DO NOT open the door.' The lady then said that it sounded like the baby had crawled near a window, and she was worried that it would crawl to the street and get run over.
The policeman said, 'We already have a unit on the way, whatever you do,DO NOT open the door.' He told her that they think a serial killer has a baby cry recorder and uses it to coax women out of their homes thinking that someone dropped off a baby. He said they have not verified it, but have had several calls by women saying that they heard baby cries outside their doors ! when they're home alone at night. Please pass this on! and DO NOT open the door for a crying baby.

@.@

2008-10-04T16:50:00.000+08:00

i'm ready to go for the 'perarakan' tonight..
b4 that..
i asked X weather wan go with me.. i really wish X can..
but i know X wont go..
nex i ask Y,
Y at last say cant go..
i was totally disappointed..
then i think of asking Z to go..
Z agreed..
but..
at this moment,
i told X that Y cant go..
then X asked me weather need X teman..
i tot miracle would happen!!
but,
make me more disappointed..
is X playing me?
i was totally HURT!!!
i was played!!!
then,
Z is the last choice for me..
Z will follow me..
thx to u Z..
thx alot!!

hmm...
i admit that i'm too selfish..
i wan who accompany me i'll ask who first..
then if that fella cant i'll get the 2nd choice n 3rd....
sorry for all of u being lk tat treated..
i really mean it..
SORRY..
but,
all this is bcoz..
i cant tell... :(
hope i can enjoy tonight.

Bored froggy

2008-09-27T20:11:00.000+08:00

Bored bored bored..
totally bored...
i'm bored to death..
anyone can help me?

after trial...
i feel really boring..
nothing to do..
before trial keep planing after trial wan play/do wat..
but now seems lk nth to do!!
everyday in my room..
cant go anywhere..
'wo shi qu le fang xiang'
nobody accompany me..
except sms with hubby..
when only i can c him????
miss him so much..
think of him my tears will start dripping..
too miss him!!
i knew he also dowan this thing happen..
but both cant do anything.. :'(
what should i do?

tomorrow going jog..
going play vb too..
hope this will make me forget all the sad things..

hope this holiday will b a happy holiday.

~sad froggy~
(8.26pm)

2008-08-17T10:01:00.000+08:00

yesterday.. it was an unlucky day...
i was moody+worry..

the story begin..
when he said he's coming my hse now(about 4)
i was still very happy..
after 10min.. he said he gtg bec to do something..
i was like 'aih.. do what somore... kek sim'
then i replied him 'ok la'

after 20min like that he'd done his work..
he asked whether need he come or not..
n i said if u r free the come lo...
he know i was sad..
he apologised n i knew it wasn't his fault..
so i don get angry lo...
but i was still unhappy.. i dunno y..
k.. then he reach..
both were unhappy..
but after sometimes then ok ady..

at 7...
v went to popular..
to get k & k a book as a present..
in the car i was quite quiet..
he keep asking me what's wrong..
i also dunno what's wrong with me.
i keep answering dunno n nothing..
on the way when turning to a road, i saw a car.. which i knew who's that..
at first i'm nt really sure but i look again it was ##..
i was like OMG!!die die die...
i told him i saw 'them'
he said nth wan la..
but i knew something will happen..
i was worried whole night..
till v reach popular n get the two books..
v went fetch his fren then to bbq restaurant..
reach there.. i was totally nervous shy n SCARE...
he knew i was very scare..
he gave me his hand n i hold tightly..
then i tried to cool down myself..
n i was really hungry.. ^^
but i dare nt eat...
until i eat finish.. i feel something wrong with my stomach..
i knew is bcoz too hungry then eat then stomach wil pain..
after all finish eat..
he n me went back 1st..
in the car.. i wan tell him bout the pain..
but i dowan he worry so i din tell.. somore not really pain..
when reach home..
i was still worry bout him..
he keep telling me nt to worry..
nth will happen..
but i still worry..
after an hour plus..
he said he get ##
i was really sad.. n my tears start drop..

he tried many ways to make me nt to worry..
n he asked me to wake him 6.20
so this morning i woke him..
then after two three msg i cont slp..

now i m still moody..
how is he?
hope nth will happen again...
love u hubby... :'(

Eating well without having to diet

2008-08-02T15:00:00.000+08:00

Eat for pleasure and good health, not for weight loss
Start the day with oats and you wont be hungry for hours
Eat more fish, chicken, vegetables and salads and less red meat, pork, pasta, pastry and potatoes
Use a plastic squezy bottle for olive oil and sauces-it helps you use less
Use yogurt instead of cream
Snack on fruit and nuts instead of chocolate and crisps
Steam instead of grill, grill instead of roast, roast instead of fry, shallow instead of deep-fry
Eat carbs like pasta and potatoes for lunch instead of in evening
Drink better, drink less & drink only with the evening meal
If you really want something, enjoy it without guilt, then lighten up the next day

liang zhi qing wa..

2008-07-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

ngo hai cheng wa khong ju~
lei hai cheng wa wong ji~
ah leong chek wa~
lala wa wa wa~
yat shang hai mai yat chai~
yat shang hai mai yat chai~
chan kei guai~
dan hai hou yu fai bo~

(the tune is same as the 'liang zhi lao hu')

i'm the princesses of frog,
and you are the prince of frog,
the two frogs will be together forever,
forever~
it's funny
but happy~

wo shi qing wa gong chu
ni shi qing wa wang zhi
ya liang zhi wa
lala wa wa wa
yi sheng zhai mai yi qi
yi sheng zhai mai yi qi
zhen qi guai
dan shi hen yu kuai~

Me? a gymnast????

2008-07-10T19:45:00.000+08:00

when i was 5 yrs old.. i wish to join gymnastic...

although i not really know what is gymnastic...

that time my mom dun let me join.. i dunno y..

until...

when in standard 3,

there were some china coaches came..

which are coach Qi Wuli, coach Lou, coach Wang n his wife, n coach Yang..

they went to a few school for picking some new gymnast..

n i'm one of the chosen..

i feel like i'm on top of the world..

n showed the letter to my mom..

at last..

my mom let me go..

the first day,

i was very happy n nervous..

Coach Qi was the coach who coaches girls..

i remember..

when she asked all of us to split..

i'm the only one can reach the floor..(so proud)

i'm more flexible compared to others..

day by day..
the no of children getting lesser..
n v train only for 3day per week.

after two years..

i started joining competition like msspk n mssm.

year 2002

i joined Sukma which was held in Sabah..

that was the first time i travel on an aeroplane..

i was very happy..

n our perak team was the most youngest gymnast..

although i'm the oldest among my frens...

n on that year too..

i get injured on my back..

i dare not tell my coach..

n keep training with the PAIN...really pain..

until i cannot tahan d.. tears start dripping from my face..

n coaches questioned me n asked me rest.

years past by..

my injuries getting more n more n worst..

which are my wrist, knees,ankle-bone,back waist,n right shoulder(maybe still got but forget d)

n now... sometimes rainy day i will feel pain on my knees sometimes waist..

even sometimes my wrist will pain if i press on floor..

i cant bent down too long cause sometimes my back will pain.. (sobs)

besides that,

i realised that i'm the only one who participated in every competition which Perak join..(haha)

even i almost get chosen to enter the national team..

BUT,

they said i quite fat..

so dowan me.. (sigh~)

anyway.. i also enjoy staying in taiping..

n..if not i cant meet my hubby d la.. hehe

moreover, all coaches like me(haha.. real wan le)..

n always praise me...

for my braveness..

coz i'm the 1 palling brave a...

i like try new skill.. coz very challenging..

the event i prefer most is balance beam..

this apparatus was really challenging..n is the 2nd most dangerous apparatus..

i like it since small.. n i got my own beam in the gymnasium..haha..

my frens all dun like use that beam cause they feel its too hard n its slightly higher than another beam..

although i quite scare when i'm on the beam.. but i can perform my very best when i got confident n when competition.. the second event i liked most was floor exercise..

i hate uneven bar.. cause it make my palm become rough..skin will peel off n bleed.. yuks.. sometimes need to cont even bleed... sobs.. so PAIN!!!

n the last apparatus is the vault.. quite hard to master this event..

a new coach came.. which is Dai Yu Lan..

my fren n i hated her so much..

cause she always torture us..
when competition, she will keep scolding my frens. i dunno y..but sometime they really deserve it.. some of them r like 5 years old even they r 15.. everything must spoon feed them.. n one off them likes to cry..

ask her do harder skills she cry.. ask her dun do also cry..

what also cry cry cry... 'mou ngan tai'...

until sometimes.. i realise that she wants us to get better results..

she also quite like me le..

n always talk with me..

she said i'm the 1 pailing pandai berfikir.. lolz

n she knows me quite well..

training that time i like no energy wan.. lazy lazy..

but when in competition.. i will be more powerful.... n i wont be very nervous..

i dun need coach beside me..

dun need coach spoon feed me..

that's y most coaches like me..

there's 1 thing i most sked of..

which is

when i grown heavier..

my coach will force me do physical training..

i HATE that...

every time i will cry.. coz really very tired... n she wont let me stop..

if stop must start again..din go train also must get scold n must do physical after training..

really really suffering man!!

feel like killing myself that moment..

anyway..
after a few days.. when i'm back to my normal weight..i feel better.. n is easier for me to lift my body.. with the heavy body, i will get more injuries n the injured part will become worst cause every landing will make 2x+ a gymnast mass...

i've trained about 8years n with 6 or 7 coaches... i would like to thank them for their patient n trained me.. i really miss my first coach which is coach Qi Wuli.. :(

on the march 2007, i quited gymnastic after joining the last mssm.. the reason is because i don have a coach.. the last coach was fired cause of some reasons.. i really very sad coz cant cont my training... really hope can go bec n be a gymnast again.. (impossible) now, i dun think i can do a flic flac also.. not strong enough to support my heavy mass..

on the other hand, joinin gymnastic quite waste my time, cause i trained 6days per week..but lucky only 3hrs..n yet i cant go for tuition classes.. or joining other sports.. sumore cannot ponteng training.. -.-

another thing is.. all the judges wont give us (perak) chance for medals.. thats not because v not good enough.. that's because they UNFAIR!!!!! I HATE THEM!! if they really judge fairly mayb i can get more medals d.. on the 2006 Sukma.. i can get at least a bronce medal for my floor exercise.. many of other states coaches was shocked y i cant get.. i was so sad.. after my performance i really very happy n i'm sure i'll get a at least a bronce.. but! results showa that i was in the 5th.. sobs..i was soooooo disapointed.... wth la!! stupid judges!!!!!!! i hate u all so much!!!!!! even team event also dun let us get third!! those pinang kids should't get that!!! ARGH!!!!! they're just shaking their little ass n u gave them a high score!! on my first event u adi treat me badly!! n pretend it was accidentally mistaken!!! WTH!!!! cant u c who is good or not goos???? r u having sight prob??? or brain?? every one was complaining.. especially Mr Michael(dunno how to spell his name) who is the melake's coach.. melaka girl gymnast was the best!! u all dunno judge!!! go bec home n eat ur shit la!! if want to be a judge pls be fair lah!!! so like $$.. always help kl n selangor n pinang...then better dun let other state join lah.. stupid!!

fuu~ that's enough.. dowan scold d.. scold also no use.. waste my energy..

~ex- gymnast~

cheer leading n aerobic is starting again!

2008-07-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

cheer leeding n aerobic is going to be held again..

(pn Ainon will start searching for me~)

both the activities will be compete among sports house..

teacher will start forcing students to join..

students will need to stayback after school..

Last year OLSON (my sport hse) won first n second for aerobic n cheer respectively..

which was lead by me.. (bangganya)

i've sacrifies my tuitions just to teach the members.. -.-

i dowan to teach them anymore...

teach harder wan they complain..

the most basic dance also dunno.. how i can produce a good routine...

cheer leeding should be very active wan ma..

but all so lembek.. how to cheer..

sumore dowan co-operate

n i'm not really good in dancing...

teacher.. stay away from me........ argh...

i'm not good in dancing.....

y our pricipal so mou liu wan...

everyday at school i must 'siam' when i c the teacher..

hope she dun cum find me..

how to tell her i dowan involve in those activities??

haih...

anyway.. hope my sports hse (OLSON) will win again la..

dun drop my air muka..

Good Luck to OLSON!!!!

bad things..

2008-07-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

i feel i dun like many ppl..

1st of all is our the 'KP'.. she semakin mengada
n i know most of my frens dun like her.. (almost whole class i think)
even when she did not finish her hw teacher would nt scold her..(saja dowan drop her water face kut?)
din do hw will ke c ke c ask teacher questions..
everytime berpura-pura n like bodek cikgu.. really be tahan her!!
walk also like x betul.. running with the b... n a.. 'out'.. n the hands bent armpit tightly closed.. (can u imagine?)really funny!!
she tot she very clever? oh no.. pls la.. (but i'm not as clever as her)
everytime when perhimpunan.. she will come out n say 'tolong luruskan barisan anda, pengawas pastikan anda berada di gap masing-masing, tolong jangan jangan bising..(act in front teachers)
i think most of her frens are from 'suck mother chicken'(my fren created the suck while i created the mother chicken)
n i HATE those chicken!! yes,i admit.. they're cleverer.. but this does't mean that they must show off!! n they're so 'hiao' (menyampah!! macam sampah!!)
when they know they cant win n say that they purposely dowan train d(bt they r training) n dowan go to the next lvl(but they wish to go)..(kononnya)
c'mon la.. if u really train hard but did not win then its ok la..at least u 'toi tak ju ji gei ke leong sham' n win urself is enough.. if Nicol David have the same thinking like u all then she wont get the award d la.. -.-

besides that, i feel my sch got alot hiao po... n really menyampah..
n all r from form 4,3,2 n 1.. since year 2005(i was f2) on the 1st day i observe those f1 std..
i adi feel that our sch's hiao po list will increase more.. OMG
year by year.. hiao po is getting more n more.. (i feel i also terpngaruh abit become abit hiao d.. is it?) (or mayb because i got bf d so change become more girlish but not hiao?)lol

haha.. thats enough for today..

crazy de froggy~

2008-06-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

yahoo.. today i very siao.. haha
my mom now selling wan tan mee..
today is the second time i stay till 'sao thong'....
n i cooked about 40 wan tan mee le... lol..
so nice.. ( playing)(i only cook the mee)
everyday a few customers only... but today i help mom cook got so many customers..
(mayby too pretty so got customers)lol perasan

another thing..
i feel i very funny..
dancing n singing there.. (wan tan mee wan tan mee)lol
i'm mad..

~the end~